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question markClearly, the physical experiences of dying, leaving my footprint embedded in Eternity, changed my life in many positive ways. But not one of my three trips over that invisible threshold gave me immunity to pain. Whenever someone asks if my intuition increased as a consequence of these adventures, my reply is “No.” What I’m far more aware of is how these experiences honed to a *&^%*)% razor sharp point, my awareness that human sufferings primary cause is how we beat ourselves, heart, head and spirit, black and blue until we’re bloody, and then we take our pain out on others and the very environment that sustains us. Too many well-meaning people take a Pollyanna approach to what’s going on in the world. To my mind that’s pandering to neediness. Too many take a different tack and grab the gold believing their personal worth is worth any cost and any loss is collateral damage.

Earlier this year one of my best and most trusted friends on the planet was diagnosed with cancer. His doctors, the best of the best, told him and his wife that because of its location there was no way they could treat it. Unwilling to bow before M. Deities, they wanted to know why. The experts explained that the arteries in that area of the human body are not large enough to deliver the type of medications that would be used to treat the tumor with-out there being further damage. Having long ago given up ‘normal’, they required the docs to order another type of scan, one that would see if his arteries in that area were in any way unusual.

To their amazement the scan confirmed that his arteries were ‘super-sized’.  Definitely unique to their experience, they immediately scheduled a first attempt at treatment. Today, after four, cross-country trips for highly specialised treatments, I received a ‘Hallelujah’ email that the ‘untreatable’ tumors are dead and dying as his body heals.

november 10 2014 photo blogToday there is a virus of loneliness, a cancerous suffering that is negatively affecting the entire world. This is unconscionable when there’s a Knowledge of the healing power of resonance.

Too many of our afflictions, addictions and pain, physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual are the consequences of hostile takeovers. They are ultimately INSIDE JOBS.

Today there are four books on this knowledge; one from the scientific point of view, and three from the personal/social perspective. The first, the ‘big’ book’ is the real miracle; it presents the double peer-reviewed, scientifically acknowledged new knowledge, the Mereon Matrix, that I was able to retrieve from ‘the other side’ of Life’s threshold, the realm most call ‘death’. Another presents the really hard stuff, making it clear why if we don’t intentionally live our Life Purpose on purpose we forfeit the right to bitch and moan when we ‘lose’.

Every day I get out of bed I remind myself why I do what I do: the bottom line being if death is real why do I remember being dead? Life is about doing whatever we can do make living worthwhile. It’s about joyously growing and evolving through every relationship and the conditions we find ourselves in. Those who knew and know me best will tell you that every day I live my life by the ‘Laws’ of logic and Love, sometimes to their deep exasperation and even anger. Why anger? Because there’s no way that I’ll ‘go along to get along’ and in the face of emotional manipulation or abuse, or worse, an outright lie, my protest is logical but never loud, and when there’s no resolution, I exit, softly but firmly closing the door behind me. In some instances, family, it’s a revolving door, but more often than not it’s not.

Sometimes what’s going on on this planet feels unbearable. At those moments my greatest challenge is to willingly remain open and vulnerable. For a long time a very big and loud part of me longed to return to a monastic life where in the silence I could layer up, putting on filters and living out my life while anticipating something far better in the ‘next’. The problem came with the realisation that doing so was essentially the path that’s taken by every suicide bomber.

So why do I do what I do? To keep a Promise: to be here in case one person wants to know. Lots of people have made huge changes in their lives and talk about it and preach how they did it. Too many accept that they are responsible for such change and give credit to someone else. I’ve learned the hard way that lip service doesn’t serve my body, heart, mind or spirit. I know that what works for me may well not work for you because we’re all unique. The news flash is that while many are suffering from the false sense of terminal uniqueness not one of us is dying from it unless we take ourselves out believing there is no Cure.

What gets in the way of your healing?

If you find this at all meaningful, please pass it on for taking true Understanding into our lives and the world is a challenge that must be met by one and all.

5 comments on “WHY?

  1. Adriana says:

    hi Lynnclaire, I come here every day and read every post. I have your books and read and re-read them; they are on my smartphone so I can tune out the world and read a passage wherever I may be. They came along just when I needed them. When I was reading “Footprint” I was in awe of how you did not give in to the expectations of everyone in your life who wanted you to discount your life-changing NDEs and return to who you were before, how, despite great odds, you have kept to your path and your promise to carry this otherworldly treasure into this loud and ridiculous world. I like how you said in this post that you live by the laws of logic and love, even if it exasperates or angers people.

    I enjoyed your most recent interview, especially the part where you spoke about Mereon being female, and infinite, and a rainbow.

    In answer to your question: What gets in the way of your healing? I am not sure that I have the answer to that yet.


    1. Lynnclaire says:

      Dearest Adriana, how I love your response… thank you thank you thank you. I have to fully admit that more often than not, it is balancing that often goes ‘out of sync’, too busy or stuck, that gets in the way of my healing. So, this too is an ‘inside job’. My greatest desire is for people to realise that healing is another word for change, and we’re the only ones who can heal or change our lives. XOX which is so much better than SOS!


  2. “Sometimes what’s going on on this planet feels unbearable. At those moments my greatest challenge is to willingly remain open and vulnerable…”

    Often when I’m done reading the news/article aggregate sites for the day, while practicing my chitarra, I will come here. The beautiful art poetry and inquisitiveness are a balm for the mind/heart/spirit.

    What gets in the way of your healing?

    Me most often.



    1. Lynnclaire says:

      Brenton, thank you so much for telling me that you stop by. Some days, when I have no clue that anyone reads these thoughts or cares, keeping on is only possible because of a Promise I made to the ‘divine’, the universe, and one made to myself. Keep the music flowing my friend… keep it flowing.


      1. I know that feeling…when I’m playing a gig(usually public ones i.e. a coffee house or restaurant)..playing my heart out, all the soul I can muster into every note, yet seems as if no one is listening or would miss me if I disappeared…into silence…or
        someone calls me Kenny G.

        “Love will learn to sing your song”

        Earth Wind & Fire – In The Stone


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